blessed_shaula

Giving up is the hardest thing for me to do

I can’t think of something else…

Maybe this is basically the reason why people see me as strong and independent person

I don’t wanna quit unless i’m already satisfied with my work

I always tend to do my best… be it in school, home, church or anywhere

I always want things to be done the way they are suppposed to

I’ve always been goal-oriented

Giving up gives me no pleasure

Excellence is my satisfaction…. (im not a perfectionist though)

All along i thought i was doing  right

Now i know i’m wrong

Everything has limitations

Everyone needs to accept that

I never thought i was already being too hard on myself

now im paying the price…

I’m a certified survivor… but just a stress can knock me out!:)

Because of this i’ve learned how to live better

and learned  how to give up…

basically, I love it!

Now im relieved from a lot of pressures

NOw i always have a time for relaxation and solitude

I know a lot will be affected

I used to be a person with lots of responsibilities

anywhere i go evrything i do… im always responsible for a lot of things

I had no choice but to live up with them

Now.. it feels good that i know how to give them up

it’s hard though… i don’t know why

maybe because i do feel responsible..hehe

Now, i say goodbye for being the responsible leader:)

Now i say goodbye to pressures

i say goodbye to worries

Now i say hello to LIFE!:)

This is life!:)

wheewww… it’s really a tough one this time!

i wonder how many times my endurance and fighting spirit will be  tested? hmmmm….?

when you can no longer move your body or even your fingers and you can’t open your eyes too… what will come into your mind?

With the help of my very good friend, i was able to reach the ER of UST.. thanks melanie!

Out of  a sudden… i felt like fading… can’t breathe, strength running out, world is spinning …etc..etc

the very moment that i felt like blood is no longer flowing in my veins as i was trying to catch my breath…. there’s just one thing that was in my mind

I can’t die… for a lot of reasons i just can’t die at this age

you’re one of the reasons!:)

God really loves me… He continue to grant my requests!

after the doctor gave me the diagnosis.. i felt relieved… it’s just like an instant answer to my prayers

I know there is a reason why God allowed such things to happen to me

the more i experience physical frailty.. the more i desire to become a doctor and help those who are experiencing them too:)

yeah… perhaps a doctor and not a nurse.. hehe

but i have to finish this course pa rin:)

People… thanks for letting me feel that I am special to you… because of that I gain strength!:)

Thank you my dearest friends and family!

Im very blessed with so many wonderful people in my life:)

anyway, i’m fine now… nakakapagfriendster na nga ako eh! hehehe

That’s all for now folks

I love you!

God bless

Every new day is such a great blessing

Life is so precious… yet so short

so make every effort to make the most of it

i now understand the value of every new day..every hour..every minute

no matter how tiring or frustrating things seem to be

learn how to have  better perspective… and everything will be different

…though nothing actually changes

you don’t always have to  try to change things as they are… a lot of times we are  the one who need some changes

life is a matter of perspective… where you choose to look greatly matters!

my every day is a constant battle inside and out….

pressures from the outside world are already tedious

but what is happening inside me is a lot more exhausting

i even feel already exhausted though i haven’t done anything yet

knowing that there is something wrong within you can really weigh you down in every aspect of your life

but i choose to live!

i choose to live my life the way it is supposed to be

I choose to let God live it for me

now… I  AM SO AMAZED ON HOW THINGS WORK IN MY LIFE

i don’t know where my smile comes from

it’s like it’s there in my face all througout the day…. sometimes visible sometimes not

but i do certainly know that it’s just a manifestation of God’s work in my life

though im literally alone, i don’t feel that i am

God’s presence is already more than enough for me…

but then He still let me feel all the love of the people around me

and eventhough my family is so many miles away…

i’m so confident that they never stop caring for me

I’m so excited about life …

im thrilled with its mysteries every new day

I hope you’ll be able to value the days of your life the way you are supposed to….

Have a very blessed day!!!

hmmm…. i wonder how things work in here:)

anyway, i just created a blog out of curiosity… but i do want to utilize it!:)

i am a person who loves to pour out my thoughts over anything…

i hope you’ll be able to learn some things from me as i post them here!:)

lab ya guys!

miss ya so much…

i hope to see ya soon

God bless