Archive for August, 2006


it’s not a problem at all!

It seems i now have a "time" that’s why im here again..

not only that…

i even finally had the chance to read other people’s blog

well.. it’s a sunday and i think i do deserve a break today:)

after all those hustle and bustle during the week…

after being disoriented almost of all of the time because of lack of rest and sleep and food.. poor me huh?:) lolol  i’m sure nobody wouldn’t want to be in my shoes!

speaking of shoes… i always accidentally step on someone else’s shoes… hahaha

and it’s so usual for everybody to hear "i’m sorry" from me…

it’s always either naka-apak ako or nakasagi ako.

sometimes i pay for stuffs at store that i dropped.. yikes!

that’s why i have no right to leave the house if i have no money! hahaha

anyway..

enough for  those stuffs that would further reveal the real clumsy and silly me;)

tonight.. i got into one of my little sister’s blog… she was sort of saying things about the people she loves

i kinda liked reading it until it got into this part:

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    OH,where to start? i know! i can start ny saying that i love this girl so much! she’s so wise. she always know what to do or what to say. also, she is smart and loving. the only problem with her is that she never have a boyfriend.

I really find it very strange why people always say this thing to me…

i’m referring to the last sentence.. the previous ones are just fine for me! hahaha!

"the only problem with her is that she never have a boyfriend"

when did not having a boyfriend become a problem?

why do i always receive impressions that i’m missing a lot and right in front of my face… they say… kawawa ka naman!

i have always wished that i could explain things the short way coz i’m already kinda tired of explaining it over and over

so now whenever that topic is being talked about…

i just smile and say… i’m not missing a lot…. you do!

i don’t want to go through all the "kababawan" things!

enough for all of those!:)

i don’t have time for it…

i can’t even barely have a decent time to eat and sleep…hahaha

but i don’t find it pathetic..

i find it challenging!

If ever i’m gonna have a boyfriend….

it’s certainly not now…

not until i fulfill my vow:)

well…

medyo malapit na rin yon but i would still follow God’s heed

my life is no longer mine…

if ever i’m gonna have a boyfriend…

it wouldn’t be for the "tweetums" and "kilig" stuffs…

i consider myself too old for that! haha

if ever i would enter a relationship…

i want to make it sure that it would also contribute something for the glory of God!

meaning… a mate is someone who can give you a helping hand for you to fulfill the work that God has vested upon you. it’s more than the emotional fad that our world has been successfully commercializing for decades!

end of story.

just tired

well….well…well…

what am i doing here right now?

ain’t i suppose to be cramming for the piling up case studies and reports and exams?

i guess i just need to take a little break…

actually…

I WANNA TAKE A BREAK FROM EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

i won’t be surprised anymore if I just find myself on a bus or ship sooner or later!

I guess i’ll disappear again without anyone knowing where i am… with my cellphone off!

wow… i wish i could really do this nowadays!

nyep…nyep…nyep…

hmmmm…hmmmm…

i’m becoming a daredevil again!hehe

Tonight….

after i came home from my hospital duty

i’ve realized that i really don’t want to work on a hospital

this can’t be…

this will just make my load heavier!

i want to become a doctor…a missionary doctor in the remotest areas!

not a nurse….

or maybe i’m just saying this right now because i’m totally exhausted already

Nursing is really a noble task and i basically love the part where i can talk to my patients and analyze their cases…

but i hate doing charting and medications and all the paperworks!

i could turn my patients in whatever position there is or do all the bedside care without even freting or compalining coz i basically love it…

but i really can’t take the paperworks and all the technicalities!

haaaayyyyyyyyyyy….

i’m already tired

am i still making sense in here?

got to sleep…

shhhzhhhh…#@%..zzzzzzzzzzzzz