Tomorrow i know it’s gonna be dancing and laughing!
Tik tak tik tak…
Clock is ticking so fast. Everything now is fast tracked which used to be the contrary of my life before. Indeed there is a time for everything. If yesterday was the time of weeping, today is for laughing. I thank God because everything is certainly bound to change. If I stayed at my previous state, Oh boy… I can’t imagine a future for myself.
I love change.. .though,unconsciously, i used to hate it since I was a little girl. It’s something which always kick me out of my comfort zone.Stretching has always been painful. Adjustments had been painstaking tasks.
I am now stepping into another chapter in my life. Until now I find it hard to believe. It doesn’t want to sink in my little hard cranium. Sometimes I find it amusing whenever I catch myself having selective amnesia. My board exams tomorrow morning is one of those. It’s like a miracle happening before my eyes. It was just like yesterday that I wasn’t sleeping nor eating just to comply with every requirement or demand in life. It was just like a minute ago when I was handed my diplioma at the stage. Everything seems to happen so fast now.
Few years ago, I never thought things would turn out into something like this. My life was a series of unfortunate events and things were very dragging. I felt like I was trapped on a dead end. I couldn’t turn back, sideways nor forward. I was at point blank.
Things have utterly changed into something very different now. I started to see the bigger picture and realized that all the bad things that happened in the past were essential parts of today and of the future.
I am so excited for tomorrow. . . literally and figuratively speaking.
I’ll be having my boards tomorrow. It’s the moment that I have dreamt of for the last couple of months. It’s a miracle that I will be taking it tomorrow. I still laugh whenever i remember the time I lost my papers and also those toxic moments including the the bus experience at EDSA. haahhahahaha Truly God speaks to me in so many surprising ways. When we were still completing our requirements for the Boards and we were having our hospital hopping for our forms to be signed by all the signatories, I was left behind by my friends during a bus ride. They were already inside the bus while I wasn’t able to get in. You know buses at EDSA… the typical pinoy style of picking -up passengers. We were at the loading area though. The Mamang MMDA saw me trying to get in so he made signals to the bus driver to stop. I was tapping the side of the bus for crying it loud! hahaha But the driver didn’t understand the signal. He thought the Mamang MMDA will give him ticket. So he really didn’t stop. Mamang MMDA said, " sige mam, kaya mo pa naman habulin yun." There I was left behind by my friends and this man wanted me to run after the bus at EDSA. That experience was pretty hilarious for me. I did think of running after the bus but another bus of the same route came so I hopped in instead. One of the most difficult things for me to do is suppress to my laughter attack. Man, I really had a hard time concealing it when I took my seat at the bus. All the more I burst into laughter when i saw that the bus, which my friends were riding’ had two words written at its back in very large fonts saying: GOD’S WILL. It’s good that I had a towel to cover my face that time. It was a very personal message said in a very surprising way. Everything has a reason indeed. That bus was stucked in a queue of buses because there was another bus that broke down which created the traffic. So I went ahead of time at our destination. God spoke to me through that experience and reminded me of so many things. It was such an amazing and hilarious experience.
I am so excited for tomorrow. I know there’s a bright future ahead of me. God has planned everything according to His perfect ways.
There is a time for everything….
Tomorrow i know it’s gonna be dancing and laughing!
